First time
by Sakura
the first time i ever did salvia wasnt too bad. me and my boyfriend had the 40x and we decided to go for it. sitting on the screened in back deck, he went first, and all he did was sit there with a peacful smile on his face and stare at the trees.
"This gets me everytime" he said to himself a couple of times with that same stupid smile. i was next. i took a hit, and a few second later, it was like a blanket of drugs just draped me from the top of my head. his screen started to drift off or something, and his house split in half and started to hit me from the left over and over. i grabbed my boyfriend to hold on to him and hide until the storm of blows was over. a few minutes later, (11:09) minutes (i always time myself) i was fine and drove home. the next time i did it was last night. me, my bestfriend, and her boyfriend were outside his basement door. the plan was to take a hit or two, then exhale and run inside. unfortunantly, we both take hits, but the effects came so fast that we didnt know how to get inside. but my best friend saw us acting stupid so she refused to smoke it, and got us in.
anyways, i took the second hit before the first one effected me, and boy was it crazy. we all turned upside down, and all meaning of life was lost. my friend and her boyfriend and i melted into the wall, and all i heard was "wow" their faces looked at me from the wall like wallpaper, and i forgot that we were people. we were just objects with no meaning, being born into the universe at this very instant, emerging from playdo or something. i was thinking, who is she? what are people. you know when you try to comprehend something really complex that is bigger than yourself? like eternity? or where God came from? it was like that except on a tangible scale. i was thinking, how did she come to be? what am I? and then finally someone opened the door, and i was trying to find the couch, but now everything had ridges on it and the ridges were rotating like a conveyer belt. after running into a couple of objects, i dived onto a blue surface that looked miniature at the time. then i started laughing and couldnt stop. i buried my face into my bestfriend's, lap and just laughed. and i kept hearing "wow". after 4:46 minutes, i realized that it wasnt just a nightmare. they told me that i was looking at my sleeves, and kept rolling my sleeves up and down. apparently i had an extremely vacant stare as well. and then the laughter was unceasing. i dont know if i ever want to try it again. it was uncomforatable, and i always feel like a tiny electric current is being put through my body, and something is crawling all over me. it's a wierd experience that made me wonder how i could forget the meaning of our existence. wierd stuff.