Smoked

Ridiculousness.

This past Halloween my friend and I wanted to trip but unfortunately we couldn't find anything. We ended up at this party and were roaming around. We waltzed into a room with a few people and took a seat. A few moments went by with some conversation and the young man that we were talking to opened up a bag from the Apple corporation. I didn't want to be nosy so i didn't look inside it.

He pulled out a purple box and asked if my friend and I wanted to take a hit of Salvia. Now, I smoked Salvia once before and it only did so much as to make the grass appear greener, so I said "That'd be great." My friend took a hit at the same time as another girl, they were extremely giggly, making me think that's how I would be. He packed it up for me and told me to take as big a hit as I could.

So I did, and about a minute later my world went into a spiral, I got extreme tunnel vision, and it was as if everyone else was moving 400 miles an hour. I heard someone say "Try harder" and I felt like i didn't exist, like i had to try real hard just to BE there. So i "tried harder" to exist. I was sitting when i took the hit and it was as if i had to stand in order to exist, so i tried and tried to exist. I was so paranoid when i started coming to, everything was still really really blury, but at least i existed at this point. My friend had left the room for a moment right in the middle of my trip and wasnt there when i started coming out of it, so that made me even more paranoid. She returned and after i came completely out of it, shes says "where were you trying to go when you stood up and walked around?" That part i didnt remember at all, she told me i stood up and grabbed my cigarettes and walked around aimlessly for a good 20 seconds then sat down.

I guess that meant i knew i existed again.